Music:"Judas' Death" from "Jesus Christ Superstar"
I don't get it...
Um, the last few days have been way beyond weird and unusual. I've got a certain someone visiting me from out of town, and what was supposed to be a somewhat romantic few days has turned into a twisting passageway of deceit, lies, confusion, and the INS. I do believe someone has tried to use me in a very, very bad way, and fortunately I'm discovering who my friends really are - and that they're looking out for me. Once the drama - and I do mean drama - is finished unfolding I'll post more, 'cause it's a fucking long story from start to end. Even if it's not malicious, there is so much going on that I don't know about - it's all a lie, I guess.
To quote the song I'm listening to:
"My mind is in darkness now. My God, I am sick - I've been used, And you knew all the time! God, I'll never ever know Why you chose me For your crime - Your foul, bloody crime! You have murdered me! You have murdered me, murdered me, murdered me, murdered me!"