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Yup - it rained last night, and in the wee hours of the morning I caught flashes of lightning and the sound of rolling thunder. T'was quite fantastic, as rain is the only thing I miss about the east coast.

Oddly, it was the lightning that broke me out of my depressed reverie. When I go to bed my mind starts going, and, well, let's just say that Q gave me things to think about last night and I was horribly, horribly depressed (like near tears sad). I laid there thinking and thinking and thinking and getting more and more into it, when the room lit up and the noise came through and I jumped up and turned off my fan and looked outside and enjoyed it for a little while. Then I went back to bed and fell right asleep.

Traffic, of course, was horrible this morning. No less than four traffic lights out on the way to work. I couldn't imagine this town in the wake of, say, Katrina.

And yes, I'm feeling better.

A friend once asked me, "Why does everyone make fun of you?"

My answer was, "Because I allow it."

However, that doesn't mean you have to all the time, especially when I'm actually trying to be nice, and even more especially when I tell you I'm not in the mood.

Just sayin'.


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Sep. 20th, 2005 05:41 pm (UTC)
I'm actually surprised we didn't lose power completely.
Sep. 20th, 2005 05:22 pm (UTC)
Sep. 20th, 2005 05:24 pm (UTC)
Sep. 20th, 2005 05:32 pm (UTC)
I got the feeling that things had gotten rocky last night. I sincerely hope for a happy resolution for you both.

As for the light'n'sound show last night... Neither Indy nor I really enjoyed it much. Feeling kinda groggy this morning. Jealous of people like you who actually enjoy the show and can sleep through it.

Sep. 20th, 2005 05:32 pm (UTC)
24 little hours
Sometimes when I'm alone my mind plays little tricks on me. It's kinda like trippin' without the trip: You need someone there simply to keep you from sliding into the darkness. Sometimes all it takes is someone saying: "Ah it's not that bad." I've been to places this year I've never been to my entire life. I thought I'd never come back. I did.

You'd probably have an easier time of returning than I did.

Sep. 20th, 2005 05:42 pm (UTC)
Re: 24 little hours
Part of the problem was that the person I want to be able to keep me from sliding into that darkness wasn't doing his job; nay, was the main reason I was going there in the first place.

However, this, too, shall pass, as it always does (and as you seemed to have found out as well). And I have much to look forward to. But sometimes we all have to wallow for a little bit, don't we? And that's ok. :)
Sep. 20th, 2005 10:56 pm (UTC)
Re: 24 little hours
I hope I wasn't the one expected to save you cuz you know I'd have pushed yo ass laughing. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


If anything is to be said about your relationship, it's that it's resiliant. Yes...this too shall pass. I trust I'll hear the details?

BTW...What's wrong with the darkness? It's fun down here. =P
Sep. 20th, 2005 11:16 pm (UTC)
Re: 24 little hours
You, sir, would do well to keep in mind that last part, too, sometimes (i.e., you don't have to do it ALL the time). Harumph.
Sep. 20th, 2005 11:53 pm (UTC)
Re: 24 little hours
Tsk tsk. You know me...nary a kind word be spoken. =P
Sep. 21st, 2005 05:31 am (UTC)
Re: 24 little hours
Throw me a bone once in a while, eh? YOUR ATE COMMANDS IT!
Sep. 20th, 2005 05:51 pm (UTC)
GOMENISAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry if i have offended you with remarks and such in the past
and depression is not a place you belong
so for that i pray everything goes well
Sep. 20th, 2005 06:05 pm (UTC)
T'wasn't you, dear.
Sep. 20th, 2005 06:18 pm (UTC)
We got a little bit of the lightshow here but no thunder. The rain is here now, though, so I'm enjoying the day for the moment. :)

Glad to hear you're feeling better, and I'm also glad that this weekend you'll be able to put a lot of issues aside and be with Q!!
Sep. 20th, 2005 07:25 pm (UTC)
At first, I was confused about the "east coast" comment because a local friend of mine, who grew up in Montreal, occasionally uses that same icon, and we had a thunderstorm here last night as well. So I had to look again to see whose post I was reading. (Plus, I'm not used to seeing you so introspective.)

I hope everything works out for you and Q. It wouldn't surprise me if his recent experiences were perhaps influencing the way in which he was interacting with you. It's probably just a temporary blip. But {{{HUGS}}} anyway.
Sep. 20th, 2005 07:27 pm (UTC)
Oh I'm sure part of it comes from being away in that environment for six months, which is why I'm glad I'm getting over it. Still, at the time it was rather... alarming. And disappointing.
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