February 2nd, 2003


Poor Yudi...

Great day - got up around noon, did some paperwork, went to coffee, went to the GAMNET dinner (good food, good turn-out, I won 3 of the raffle prizes but gave one to Yudi, gave one back to be raffled again, and I won a nice black and gold saki set which will look good in my living room), stayed and played bingo, saw some friends, then Yudi and I went and got dessert at City Deli. Unfortunately, I could tell something was on his mind, so we had a long talk about his life - his frustration at trying to figure out what it means for him to be gay (and really to be himself), his job situation, his sexual frustrations, his self-esteem problems, and on and on. Good long talk, and I know exactly where he's coming from (been there many, many times myself), and we finally decided the best thing for him to do would be to get to sleep, and he'd feel better tomorrow. I'm a little worried about him, but he'll be ok - he just needs to stay the course and stop comparing himself to others (or what he perceives others to be, which isn't always accurate).

Tomorrow's the big meeting - yeep!
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